something is not right with me today. particularly now. big sigh.
emotionally unstable.
feeling rather, lonely.
PMS-ing? i don't know either.
i was actually all hyped up the entire flight from Bombay back to Singapore, after satay and lunch service in Business Class, gave a helping hand to Econ Class from ice-cream to clearing of cabin, 2 full carts on my own. i think i worked a tad too hard today. but of course, voluntarily. God says love with a pure heart and good conscience.
i think i've exerted too much positive and cheerful vibes on board that now i'm all squeezed dry from it. hungry yet no appetite. after considering for ages, i finally decided to tapao food from downstairs, not having anything in mind. i did actually whatsapp-ed SL and make him decide what's for my dinner/supper.
started off like this : fried wanton, dry mee pok (less noodle) and diet coke
ended like this.
take away food doesn't make your (my) misery feel any better. i want to scream, throw a tantrum, fly home and hide under my blanket. and cry.
urgh! why am i feeling so pathetic and whiny!! please don't be affected by me. okay i'm socially outcasting myself now. runs*
i'm running to Your arms, i'm running to Your arms
the richness of Your love, will always be enough.
and I thank you Lord for feeling my emptiness with Your love
:)
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