the thirteenth day

i miss Penang..

this trip back to Penang is de longest and most satisfying one. went back at the right timing cause everyone is having break, thus i get to meet and catch up with most of them. and since its a long break for me, i even have the time to meet those i cant make time to yumcha with each time i'm back :))

i had a lot of things in my mind last night. which makes me realize, sometimes the visual appearance isn't what it is in reality. smiles in a family portrait can be another disguise from nights of tears. one loving and caring individual can be suffocating from love itself. an act of immorality can be an act of self-defense. the future that we visualize doesn't just fall into its place, do you agree? one thing that i need to learn and my Mum would want me to learn. try to be financially self-dependent. and marriage must not be an excuse from that. life is unpredictable, so as human relationship.

aight, enough of those thinkings. i have few chores to be done by today.. washing my uniform, mani pedi, unpack and repack and etc. m feeling very sleepy now. slept 4 hours before my flight from Penang. hmph.. laundry first or nap first? i think the answer is pretty obvious. heehee

i know i'm rounder.. :)