sometimes i ever wonder if all of us are living in others' expectations, be it family, friends or even religion over what and who you are becoming, your career, salary figure, achievements, down to who you are with in life. are those high standard poles created by the family or am i the one that yearn too much from myself? the thoughts of living on the par or where i stand in the grey future do create big waves of anxiety and stress in present. at what point is enough? i suspect all these worries and over-thinkings are part and parcel of being a perfectionist. yes, i am a Virgo. it's burdening and i felt like my clock is ticking faster and faster.
*reminding self
there's no use of worrying, start working on it instead.
:)
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